Always Loved

Hello, there! For the select few of you who have the link to this blog, and anyone else who happens to stumble across this, there are a few things I want you to know. For 1 thing, i am always going to be honest. This is where i share pieces of my heart, be it the beauty or the nasty things that happen. 2. You. Are. LOVED. It doesn't matter who you are or where you've been, or where you're going. You are loved, and you are a special treasure. I love you, even if I haven't met you, but more than me, there is a greater Love who loves you. Call him what you may, be it Allah, Yahweh, Jesus...He loves you so much! He spells it out in Creation and the little beauties that occur in life. He is ever present in pain and in strife. And He loves YOU.

Monday, April 4, 2011

distraught-ness turned to agitation

today started out with an ominous feeling on steroids, that feeling like something bad was going to happen...and i still have that feeling. just found out my friend's mom died...maybe that's what the feeling was for, but idk. praying for him...<3

the distraught, though still there, has also morphed into a new agitation. i want to quit going to church so bad. i'm so freakin fed up with EVERYTHING. every time i get involved somewhere, i get "screwed" for it. i get thrown around like i don't matter. why? sometimes it's b/c i'm "versatile"/flexible. perhaps too flexible and laid back. not many people know the damage that goes down when they throw me around like that. and a lot of that is my fault, because i don't normally let people know. i fake it like everything is ok, or just stay stagnant. but it never solves anything...:(
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