God is love...i've heard it a lot, especially recently, but something about when my friend told me that on the phone..something changed...it keeps ringing loudly in my ears, i can still hear the serious tone of her voice when she said it..right after i called God a jerk...and she told me that he's not..kept saying no, no..He is Love. he loves you. and love isn't easy. it's hard. life isn't easy. i can't remember much after that except she told me she'd talk to me more later..
today has been one of the worst days of my life...there's so much spiritual crap going on, it's ridiculous..i feel like i really f***d up last night...i know i've f***d up a lot with God..that's part of the problem i guess...
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