Always Loved

Hello, there! For the select few of you who have the link to this blog, and anyone else who happens to stumble across this, there are a few things I want you to know. For 1 thing, i am always going to be honest. This is where i share pieces of my heart, be it the beauty or the nasty things that happen. 2. You. Are. LOVED. It doesn't matter who you are or where you've been, or where you're going. You are loved, and you are a special treasure. I love you, even if I haven't met you, but more than me, there is a greater Love who loves you. Call him what you may, be it Allah, Yahweh, Jesus...He loves you so much! He spells it out in Creation and the little beauties that occur in life. He is ever present in pain and in strife. And He loves YOU.

Friday, April 22, 2011

too late

i was so young
and you seemed so strong
i thought you'd keep me safe
and spare me from what's wrong

but one night there was evil
a darkness filled my room
his shadow fell over my bed
he stole all my innocence
and left me cold and bare

i thought you would protect me
keep me from this fate
God, i thought that you would save me
before it was too late

did you suddenly disappear,
at the sight of my first tear
did you have to turn away
when i cried into the night?
when he overpowered me
did you run away?
why did you go away?

what did i do to deserve this
was i not as treasured as they?
they tell me i'm you're beloved
why is my life this way?


i thought you would protect me
keep me from this fate
God, i thought that you would save me
before it got too late

did you suddenly disappear,
at the sight of my first tear
did you have to turn away
when i cried into the night?
when he overpowered me
did you run away?
why did you go away?

maybe someday you'll find me
broken, used and bruised
and maybe if you find me
you'll fill me and make me new

please never disappear
just stay and dry my tears
please don't turn away
when i cry into the night
don't let him overpower me,
please don't run away.
God, i just want you to stay
to stay and keep me safe.

1 comment:

Michelle :) said...

this is such a beautiful- but heart breaking- written expression. . . hugs.

hugs for knowing Him in hard places- for believing that He never leaves- or never left- that He knows the deepest part of you and does dry your tears . . .